I carry my dreams with me
Into the pale and quiet of morning
I carry the sound of coffee
And the smell of sleep-warmed sheets,
Tumbled, then
smoothed.
I carry
Birdsong and traffic noise
And distraction
Into the pale and clamoring morning.
I carry bright dreams and sharp-edged rush,
And I lay them down-
All down-
In that breath,
That narrow space
That separates me from
You,
That holds the voice of holiness
And calls me to prayer.
I write, mostly to keep my head from exploding. It threatens to do that a lot. My blog is the pixelated version of all the voices in my head. I tend to dive into what connects me to God, my community, my family and my doubt. I do a lot of searching, not as much finding. I’m good with that. I have learned, finally, to live comfortably in the gray. I n the meantime, I wrestle with God, and my doubt and my joy. If nothing else, I've learned to make a mean cup of coffee.
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Tuesday, October 29, 2013
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Love and Loose Threads
This is the second of The Bar Mitzvah Writings-- the poems I wrote to introduce each section of the Shabbat morning service, to honor my son for his Bar Mitzvah.
For me, this section, the Sh'ma and its blessings, is all about sound, the calling out and the coming together, declaring and rejoicing: a rich jumble of noise that goes up and out, higher and sweeter and made more pure with every voice that is added. I heard someone ask once, during Torah study, why do we come together as a community to pray? Is there a difference in that than in praying on one's own. The only answer that made sense to me was all about sound and harmony: when I sing with others, there is a richness and a depth that is impossible when I sing by myself. There can be beauty, but there is no harmony. I sing-- I pray-- with others, to hear all the notes that can make a joyous noise.
This is the song I hear, all the notes rising and falling, a transcendent arc bordered by love and loose threads...
For me, this section, the Sh'ma and its blessings, is all about sound, the calling out and the coming together, declaring and rejoicing: a rich jumble of noise that goes up and out, higher and sweeter and made more pure with every voice that is added. I heard someone ask once, during Torah study, why do we come together as a community to pray? Is there a difference in that than in praying on one's own. The only answer that made sense to me was all about sound and harmony: when I sing with others, there is a richness and a depth that is impossible when I sing by myself. There can be beauty, but there is no harmony. I sing-- I pray-- with others, to hear all the notes that can make a joyous noise.
This is the song I hear, all the notes rising and falling, a transcendent arc bordered by love and loose threads...
We
call to one another
Into
the quiet
Into
the burgeoning clamor of the day
We
call
To
one another
To
come together
Prayerfully.
We
listen
We
hear
We
declare
That
there is Oneness in God
And
majesty
And
glory
When
we call
When
we hear
When
we love.
And love we must
Because
we are bound--
To
God
To
one another
By
loose threads and ancient words
By
truth
And
faith
And
freedom
By
love.
Bound
by love for
Beloved
of
In
an endless spiral,
A
double helix
That
ends (begins) on the shores of a distant Sea
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