What holds me here,
tethered, bound,
tangled in Your breath
and pools of scarlet gold?
The morning fog rests on
the ten thousand notes that rise;
they lift me,
and ten thousand grace notes
fall into the quiet,
the not-silence
of the early morning.
And I am held. Still.
I am bound
into the not-quiet.
I lift my eyes to the heavens
and I am blinded by the sun.
I lift my arms, and gravity
catches them; they fall without grace.
I lift my voice
into the vast not-quiet,
the almost-stillness.
into birdsong
into leaf-fall
and heartbeat.
And I bind myself anew,
I tether myself
to tattered corners
and lose fringes
And I am robed in a cloak of light.
I write, mostly to keep my head from exploding. It threatens to do that a lot. My blog is the pixelated version of all the voices in my head. I tend to dive into what connects me to God, my community, my family and my doubt. I do a lot of searching, not as much finding. I’m good with that. I have learned, finally, to live comfortably in the gray. I n the meantime, I wrestle with God, and my doubt and my joy. If nothing else, I've learned to make a mean cup of coffee.
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