These are the days,
these final ones,
when I can feel the gathering
up of time and pain,
when our crying goes
opaque, flat and
non-reflective.
The animals feel it.
They low at odd times,
thrown by the plagues
and the hope dashed by
gathering stones
and obsidian hearts.
Still, I can smell
spring, like an echo.
Perhaps, this is
what God sounds like -
that barely-there
sound that rests
on my skin
like water.
We are running out
of desert and
time, a wilderness of
waiting, which is the
hardest part.
and I wonder
if our voices
are merely echoes
to God,
like spring,
or water,
and rest too lightly,
and fade too quickly,
and disappear,
like echoes do.
I write, mostly to keep my head from exploding. It threatens to do that a lot. My blog is the pixelated version of all the voices in my head. I tend to dive into what connects me to God, my community, my family and my doubt. I do a lot of searching, not as much finding. I’m good with that. I have learned, finally, to live comfortably in the gray. I n the meantime, I wrestle with God, and my doubt and my joy. If nothing else, I've learned to make a mean cup of coffee.
Monday, March 5, 2018
Like Echoes: a poem for the approach of Nisan
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